2001-09-05 - 5:01 p.m.
I am feeling... 
"A good entry gone bad."
Greetings and salutations.....
That's it. It's done. My hair has been dyed, and it looks incredible. Mad props to my kick ass roommate Amber for ruining her gloves just to turn my hair into an odd Crayola shade. There's still half a bottle left, so we are going to re-dye it again tonight, so it can be an even brighter shade of red.
I did have a point to updating, yet I can't remember what it is. I still haven't started in on my list of shit to do yet, except for getting my long-distance billing number from Telecomm. I have been playing a lot of Super Mario 3, Gyruss, and Zelda 2:A Link to the Past, eating a lot of Chinese food, and ignoring a lot of homework. That's all I seem to be doing lately.
Is this all my college life boils down to? Football games on the weekend, classes during the day, chillin and talking with the roomies late at night, sleeping in, skipping class, Nintendo, watching Law and Order, ignoring my family's calls, waiting for the Chinese food to get delivered, cigarette breaks, Faygo breaks, getting ass, getting tired, making excuses, breaking promises, running away from reponsibility, Jack and coke with my mushroom pizza?
I think it is. Not that I don't mind it all that much, but I don't really have a purpose right now. I had a real purpose for existing, but I got disqualified from the program, and there went my fucking purpose right down the toilet.
I keep saying, "Oh, I'll get all my shit straightened up soon." But when is soon? The semester is off and rolling, and I am still in this completely unnecessary "I'm still trying to readjust to everything" phase. I have got to get this shit done before this weekend, but will I? It could just very well be another empty promise, spoken with good intention but lacking in spirit and ambition.
So this is what it's like when they say you're drifting. For once in my life, I don't have the answers to everything.
~*~Piper~*~