2001-06-01 - 7:32 p.m.
I am feeling... 
"Wonderful things happen when you least expect it..."
Greetings and salutations.....
Wow. What a weird summer so far.
Flashback! Picture this- it's the summer of 2000. I am mad chillin at my boy Doug's baseball game with The Crew, when I catch sight of something that brightens my week considerably. I call Doug over and ask, "Who is *that*?!?!" "That's Noah," he says. "Why?" Why, indeed. Because as he was bending over to tie his shoe in those tight baseball pants of his, I just happened to notice that he had the *finest* ass I have ever seen. That's why. Oh, and after he stood up and turned around, I saw his face for the first time and realized he was damn gorgeous. That's also why.
So anyways. I see him only once after that, at Doug's grad party, and I leave for SMC. Fast forward to May 2001...
On the second day of me being back home for the summer, Doug tells me that Emily has let it spill to Noah that I thought the sight of his ass could heal the sick and that I wanted to bang him like a screen door in a hurricane. Oh wait... I think she just told him that I thought he was gorgeous. Anyways. Doug slid my number over to Noah the next day, and me and Noah were chillin from then on. Needless to say, it's all good.
But even more weird... here comes Will into my life.
First of all, Will is one of Noah's friends. I met him the first day I went over to Noah's house to chill. A few minutes after I was introduced to him, I was treated to this hilarious ten minute Dennis Leary dialogue that Will pulled out of nowhere... my first real impression of him was, and I quote, ".....what the fuck???"
Ten minutes later, I realized that I liked him already.
Ten more minutes later, I realized that I liked him *a lot*.
And ten more minutes later, I realized that although I was physically attracted to Noah, I was attracted to Will in every damn way possible.
Of course, I just had to pull one of my stupid moments and shove that attraction aside for awhile to make room for Noah's rather large presence in my life (interpret that as you will, any way you do will probably be correct). And it went that way until this past Tuesday...
I called Noah and ended up talking to Will for twenty minutes. He got my number off Noah's cell and called me that night... we talked for about an hour and a half about everything and nothing, and it was wonderful. I spent the entire next day with him, just chillin and being funny, and the next day (his birthday) as well, at Cedar Point.
And so... I woke up today, still tired from riding all my favorite roller coasters yesterday, and I began to think about things right now. Mostly, I thought about a bit of a choice in front of me at the moment. And ladies and gentlemen, I have come to the decision that I don't want to keep shoving certain things aside anymore.
~*~Piper~*~